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i am feeling very optomistic about the summer. last summer i had a lot of expectaions of other people. and of myself, to figure things out. this summer i don't expect anything from anyone. and i don't expect myself to figure anything out anymore. i just want hot dogs.
i got a new digital camera yesterday to replace the one i either lost or got stolen during the great obamarama club hopping incident of '08. i didn't really like that camera, but i was pissed at myself for losing it and/or being so drunk at tom-tom's or some crappy place that i allowed myself to be a victim of theft. yesterday i caved and got a new one, its a nikon coolpix and it's purple and i love it! if i could take a picture of it, i would, but um, i can't due to the laws of physics! maybe i will take pictures and post my escapades. maybe i will get a flickr. wait no. i won't. because i dont want to sign up for a yahoo account. also it's kinda narcissistic thinking you would like to look at that, no? maybe. my opinion is that facebook and especially twitter! (i hate twitter) are horribly narcissistic, but somehow having a livejournal or like, a flickr, is not because i will want to look back at it and maybe so will my future children (except...maybe they really shouldn't). and facebook and twitter is just a place to inform everyone of what you ate for lunch or what new band you like and really, if i don't like you enough for you to tell me in person, then i don't need that information. (sorry i know i am offending people probably) but with lj, i can look back at how i was in 2003. and when i look at lj entries or pictures from 5 or so years ago, though, i mostly think i'm a complainy fool. perhaps in 20 years, provided no one buys livejournal and sells my virtual soul, i will be able to look back at this and REALLY think i'm a BIGGER fool. that is something worth doing.
speaking of future children, my parents have started pressuring my younger sister to have them, but never me. i was offended for like, 3 seconds, till i realized, i am not.
i got a new digital camera yesterday to replace the one i either lost or got stolen during the great obamarama club hopping incident of '08. i didn't really like that camera, but i was pissed at myself for losing it and/or being so drunk at tom-tom's or some crappy place that i allowed myself to be a victim of theft. yesterday i caved and got a new one, its a nikon coolpix and it's purple and i love it! if i could take a picture of it, i would, but um, i can't due to the laws of physics! maybe i will take pictures and post my escapades. maybe i will get a flickr. wait no. i won't. because i dont want to sign up for a yahoo account. also it's kinda narcissistic thinking you would like to look at that, no? maybe. my opinion is that facebook and especially twitter! (i hate twitter) are horribly narcissistic, but somehow having a livejournal or like, a flickr, is not because i will want to look back at it and maybe so will my future children (except...maybe they really shouldn't). and facebook and twitter is just a place to inform everyone of what you ate for lunch or what new band you like and really, if i don't like you enough for you to tell me in person, then i don't need that information. (sorry i know i am offending people probably) but with lj, i can look back at how i was in 2003. and when i look at lj entries or pictures from 5 or so years ago, though, i mostly think i'm a complainy fool. perhaps in 20 years, provided no one buys livejournal and sells my virtual soul, i will be able to look back at this and REALLY think i'm a BIGGER fool. that is something worth doing.
speaking of future children, my parents have started pressuring my younger sister to have them, but never me. i was offended for like, 3 seconds, till i realized, i am not.