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Not entirely sure what is going on right now. I was a bit confused and feeling odd all of today... though I'm bound to be, considering i can come to grips with the fact that I do things that i shouldn't, don't do things that i should and lack the self control to change any of it. ich. It feels like there are only a few people and things that I feel sure about, although that doesn't make much sense, it does if you are me, and it's my journal goddamnit.
I'm imagining a day off tomorrow as well, although i am somewhat screwed on a few different levels, academically speaking, if that turns out to not be the case.
You know, writing these things has a tendency to make me feel worse...it's like drowning and having someone describe the water.
I'm imagining a day off tomorrow as well, although i am somewhat screwed on a few different levels, academically speaking, if that turns out to not be the case.
You know, writing these things has a tendency to make me feel worse...it's like drowning and having someone describe the water.