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My 12 year old brother just asked me to do him a favor in all seriousness. To get inside the head of our moms new boyfriend. I'm fucking 21 now.
Analysis. Inevitably judgment. Hes playing vid games and i'm printing philosophy. I'tl take more than a once and for all conversation. For this guys psyc set, it's gonna take a natural lock crack method. No science, no training, just skill. Strait twist feel, listen, and again. What i'm best at. That shit is for TV. I'll do it. Why? Not even because I love him... I don't even think I do. Because I wan't him to look up to me. I want in some way my pointless existence to be validated by the beholder. Because no matter how much I can soul search and "find myself" no one can tell me more about myself than that 12 year old fuck.
My mentality is based on the thought that all transaction, this or not, are based on self interest. I dont think thats unhealthy, it's realistic.
Analysis. Inevitably judgment. Hes playing vid games and i'm printing philosophy. I'tl take more than a once and for all conversation. For this guys psyc set, it's gonna take a natural lock crack method. No science, no training, just skill. Strait twist feel, listen, and again. What i'm best at. That shit is for TV. I'll do it. Why? Not even because I love him... I don't even think I do. Because I wan't him to look up to me. I want in some way my pointless existence to be validated by the beholder. Because no matter how much I can soul search and "find myself" no one can tell me more about myself than that 12 year old fuck.
My mentality is based on the thought that all transaction, this or not, are based on self interest. I dont think thats unhealthy, it's realistic.