May 31, 2006 21:01
I'd like to start by saying i do not and have not intentionally neglected my friends.
Also, if you're looking at my new layout.. Ilse... whom i adore... well i'm meant to say here that she picked it... but she did
So, Ilse's moving in a couple of weeks... I feel i need to go a little "interior decorator" well i don't need to but i sure do want to. It's been ages since i've lived that dream of wanting to be an interior designer.. i moved on... quickly.
If it were up to me, i'd be designing feature walls and pasting murals and memories on every inch of wall and possibly even the floor. I feel she wouldn't let me do that. But somehow i will make her remember me everyday while i'm away. She'll have to remember me in everything she sees, although.... Remembering me while in bed or in the loo could be just a little too weird and creepy even for us. So i'll have to be content on printing maybe just every photo we've taken together and plastering it in the appropriate places.
While Ilse moves to that unchartered land, Cheryl and I will remain here... stuck in what seems to be a rut. Hoping that our chance to move on will come soon... and chez, i have faith that before we know it we will all be studying in order to fill our dreams and our time. I'm going to make me a little scrapbook to take to england with me so that when i'm homesick i'll flick through it and remember life here. Not that i need to say i'll ever forget you....
I shouldn't need to be writing this blog to let you both know how important i am, but i suppose from our lack of seeing eachother i do need to reiterate how much i love you.
I'd love to stay and reinforce why i love u both so much.. but i've got to go and shower.
Au Revoir.
We're so busy watching out for what's just ahead of us that we don't take time to enjoy where we are.