God was meant to be nice to me today.
Okay so today was pretty shit. Well last night was fun.
But this morning argh. I couldn't sleep this morning i slept at 730 and i woke up at like 1030. But i couldnt let my mum noe that i had such lil sleep otherwise i'd be deaded forever, so i had to act like everything was cooool. I had to act like i didnt feel like hiding in a hole to sleep for the rest of the week, I was exhausted. So in order to STAY awake in front of her, i pretty much inhaled anything with caffeine in it. So now i can't sleep cause i'm jittery. And i feel sick... Too much coffee.
And er. Ladies if i guy says to you... "i think this time not talking to eachother is a good thing.. i need some time to think about everything.. you and me" after the girl goes "i can't believe your away for so long" thats a bad thing right? i mean... it could just mean that he wants to clear his head right? I'm worried, he likes doing this kinda crap to me when he goes away for days and no one can contact him. It's a dirty trick. Maybe things were better when were friends... maybe things dont work with us far away.. maybe maybe maybe. who noes.. who noes. I feel insane. im biting my fingernails looking at last nights pics thinking what the fuck suyin. What the fuck. im biting my fingernails anyway its one of those anxiety thingys. Its from the lack of sleep maybe.
I really can't think right now. Lol. I feel like im sitting above myself watching myself. its completely offsetting lol but kinda amusing. It must be all the panadol i've had today. Making me feel a biiitt whooooooozzzyyyyy.
Lol.
xxx kissies.
But this morning argh. I couldn't sleep this morning i slept at 730 and i woke up at like 1030. But i couldnt let my mum noe that i had such lil sleep otherwise i'd be deaded forever, so i had to act like everything was cooool. I had to act like i didnt feel like hiding in a hole to sleep for the rest of the week, I was exhausted. So in order to STAY awake in front of her, i pretty much inhaled anything with caffeine in it. So now i can't sleep cause i'm jittery. And i feel sick... Too much coffee.
And er. Ladies if i guy says to you... "i think this time not talking to eachother is a good thing.. i need some time to think about everything.. you and me" after the girl goes "i can't believe your away for so long" thats a bad thing right? i mean... it could just mean that he wants to clear his head right? I'm worried, he likes doing this kinda crap to me when he goes away for days and no one can contact him. It's a dirty trick. Maybe things were better when were friends... maybe things dont work with us far away.. maybe maybe maybe. who noes.. who noes. I feel insane. im biting my fingernails looking at last nights pics thinking what the fuck suyin. What the fuck. im biting my fingernails anyway its one of those anxiety thingys. Its from the lack of sleep maybe.
I really can't think right now. Lol. I feel like im sitting above myself watching myself. its completely offsetting lol but kinda amusing. It must be all the panadol i've had today. Making me feel a biiitt whooooooozzzyyyyy.
Lol.
xxx kissies.