Oct 03, 2005 14:39
i feel so helpless in the world i am in...
everything is changing around me at home and all around the world, but here i sit in this little buble not being able to do anything and that just all out sucks
I feel like i have lost controll of all my emotions at once, i am overwelmed and exhausted. But then at points i am happy and excited beyond all belief to be where i am now...
I dont know what to do
But im glad i am here, where i am not second guessing every other day, if the friends that i have are real ones or what...i know my friends are my friends here and that is a great feeling....