God I need to sleep,pt.deaux
CHRIST ON A BIKE--
Still need some sleep. Although now it's more of a question of the combination of heat, humidity,and smoke from these fucked-up fires up in trhe mountains.
As concerns the last post, I'll will remain friends with the friend I had realized I'd fallen in love with.Our mutual friend
pointed out that I had neglected to mention that she is gay,.so really, friendship is all I could really hope for.In fact,I consider myself lucky to have such a person as a friend. I'm not going to tell her of how I feel because it was pointed out to me that it would'nt make things any easier.Very true. Some times you need to have the painfully obvious explained to you,in a painfully obvious manner
(eternal thanks to you weaselusrex).And ,as the other person I discussed this with suggested,she has probably already sussed it
out for herself..If that's the case,she probably thinks the whole thing is pretty funny..And that's okay by me.
Now if I could just get some sleep.