Oct 22, 2010 23:12
[He wakes with a gasp and a start, stark naked and sore all over. He's aware of everything that happened the night before, he remembers everyone he attacked.
Everyone who attacked back. The girl who shifted into a wolf herself. All of those people-- did the Wolf kill them?
Oh, god, he'd actually become-- he'd changed, his body had-- he was, he was a monster... he was a monster, like out of stories, like out of myth, like--
None of this should be happening.
This isn't real. It can't be.
His wounds are all gone-- did he-- actually... die? Hold on, did that--]
I-I-I, I-- oh. Oooohh, oh god, I-- what just happened? I, I-- he shut the doors, he shut the doors, and then... the music, that awful, creepy-- and the bear, that--
[Fuck you, tiny PDA thing, he sees that recording light, he realizes with a flash of horror that he's recording. He fumbles with the communicator and speaks, his voice shaking.]
I... I, uh, have to apologize.
I...
[This isn't going to get any easier to say any longer he puts it off.]
I... I was the Wolf. It... was me. I, I'm... I'm so sorry, I don't-- I didn't-- I didn't have any control. It was like watching a really... messed up movie, I tried to make it stop, I had no control, I'm so sorry.
And then.... I...
I don't know what happened. I got trapped in this place that... smelled like death, and-- there were bears, and... this little girl. She-- I-- don't know what happened, I became human again, and... then something.... I don't know, I woke up in my bed.
N-naked.
And... I'm sorry. I don't-- I'm sorry.
[There's a choked sob.]
I'm sorry.
[Pathetic, defeated, he lets the communicator fall to his side, ending the feed.]
i'm really tired of bleeding on things,
ow my all of me,
trauma it's what the cool do,
!post-transformation