to the fucking center of the Universe

[folk_it_up]

I have never had to search for a reason to dislike you and i tried for a long time to find just the opposite. So go ahead and attempt to eviscerate me in your Livejournal memory bank. I think that you've covered all the bases, lets see;im not cool-check; im gonna die alone-check; I don't write dance music-thats a check too: oh and i almost forgot

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words will never hurt me

[folk_it_up]

First off, this is getting out of hand. Though i appreciate the attempt that the anonymous poster is making to defend me, Donna's right, there is no need, i can take care of myself. Yesterday morning, the first thing that i saw when i came into my office was that post and it pissed me off, as was the point im sure, so i felt the need to rebut which was a stupid idea because no one ever wins in these kinds of situations. Pretend was the wrong word to use, because we were never really friends, though we were friendly toward one another, i believe that it was more a courteous civility out of respect for all of our common friends, but that could just be me.
I defended her because alot of people say things that aren't true about Donna and no one deserves to be maliciously tiraded based on hearsay.
It is easy to find things to dislike about anyone. You dont even know me and im sure you have a whole list of things going. I mean, you dislike me enough to write that post. Its much harder to look past all of the bad things and find a reason to ignore faults. I tried for a very long time to see what Ashley and the Emily's saw, but I never could, maybe thats a lack of trying hard enough, but it has always been easy for me to see the good in people.
The Shirt was seriously a joke and i told Donna about it because i wanted to make her one as well, i truthfully thought that she would like it, i would love it if someone made a "sarah jo sucks" shirt. The idea wasn't even mine, i was just commissioned to execute it. She broke a boy who has been broken several times before and who's pieces I am tired of picking up. I dont know the details, i just know that he is hurt, i was only trying to make him feel better and im sorry that it was at donna's expense, but ill say it again, i NEVER thought that she would get this upset about it. I mean all of this...is over a T-shirt?
i think that that should answer all of your questions. And what i wrote before, i wrote in anger and haste, so don't take it as scripture.

sticks will break ones face?

[ifyoucan]

-the point was not to piss you off sarah jo. if i was going to piss you off, i wouldve pulled out bigger guns that had bigger words loaded into them. in fact, only about .... 4 sentences are about you. but i meant those 4 sentences as much as i meant every other word i said. it was more me trying to make you aware of my exact feelings for you at the present moment in time.
-again, people say a lot of things. i very rarely care about them. but if its any version of the "donna had sex with 4 hippies from talkeetna in one night" or the "donna has 6 stds" rumors i would like to hear more about them, considering i started them myself.
-you see to have this incredible knack for not knowing what im insecure about and attacking it anyways. dustin, is one of those things. i could go on with a whole list of things youve said to me that made me as upset as i was yesterday, but i wont. mostly because im lazy and a little bit because i know you wont care.
-BLAH BLAH MOTHERFUCKING BLAH...maybe, if i wasnt so bored with this i would go into a further explanation....or rather...maybe if you were dustin i would go into a further explanation of this....but i am, and youre not. so whatev.

im disapearing now.