Be a man!

Jan 07, 2005 21:25

This guy I've been seeing for sometime now is really being an ass.

When we first started seeing each other we met up almost ever night, then it started to become only one or two nights a week but we talked at least once a day. Now here recently we MIGHT see each other once a week and talk maybe twice. For awhile now I've been fine with just seeing each other only once a week cause I'm an understanding person. I understand that you have a life outside of us and I understand that you have to work, but my god let me at least know that your still alive.

Something I don't understand is how someone can go from liking you into acting as though they've never met you before. In my eyes this was a decent relationship, he and I have been friends for years and like alot of the same things. I'll admit that there are alot of things he does'nt know about me, but I don't exactly know his life story either.

I guess I'm just not supposed to be with anyone right now or at all for that matter, it just sucks. I have a problem with being alone, I HATE IT. I'm ready to just move away from this crappy little town and meet someone who actually has a brain, and nows how to treat someone they like.

Unless I completely and entirely read this relationship wrong and he does'nt like me and never did. AARRGGHHH Why do guys suck so much?

Maybe I should just be a bitch and ask him why he doesn't want to talk to me anymore or if he thinks he's to good for me? I think I'm to coward to do either though and if I can't stand up for myself then maybe I don't deserve an explanation.

Who knows, maybe god is punishing me for something bad I've done. That is always possible.
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