Bi-winning?

Jan 17, 2012 21:14

Currently sitting here, watching football, Leicester v Nottingham Forest - well, I say football, but it's more like a war - and given the 4-0 scoreline it's a war between the USA and Albania.

I've a pie in the oven, 5 american chums (read beers) in the fridge, and a day off tomorrow where much gaming will be done - or so I've been informed.

If you're thinking, football, beer, pie and no work - how does it get better?! Let me assure you it does.

For I am reading a fantastic little book, Ready Player One. My imagination is running wild, I really don't know what all the negative Amazon reviews are about!

Of course reading it is making me a little sad, because although it is epic, it was recommended to me by someone who I have upset, and annoyed, and who right now is refusing to speak to me - which is understandable. I didn't lie to them, but I think I lied to myself about how I felt, and through doing that retaliated, taking it out on them, for no obvious reason to anyone.

I keep picking up my phone to text them, just to go "OMG, this bit is awesome....." but I can't, I know it wouldn't be welcome and the last thing I want to do is lose them from my life completely.

It sounds daft because I've been busy, but not hearing from them daily has been really hard. They are integral to my day it seems. Yes, it's only been two days, but for a month or more we spoke almost, if not actually, all day. I don't do drugs, but it's like someone took away my Heroin. I wanted to express my horror at some of the announced acts for Download fest, and my joy at some of the others - and ask who some of them were too!

Knowing they are >.< at me too just exacerbates my anguish, because I've always said that if they are happy, if I can somehow help them be happpier, then I too am happy. I've always held it as something of a motto of our friendship, and well, knowing I broke it...sucks - but real life always sucks! Of course to make them happy I need to be less of a penis, and someone who is more veracious, and understanding.

















Still, at least I have pie - right?

I also have the new issue of NEO mag.... no samurai girl on the cover, but it's still a good read.

Oh, and Download fest - wtf is friday?! I gave you Prodigy, I allowed it, but to backstop it with Chase N Status....... jesus wept.
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