Nov 19, 2003 23:48
(this happened about 2 weeks ago....) well, the other day I had been a real jackass in computer to Nina. apparently she told Kyle that she was flirting with me and seemed really happy, then he told her I was with his ex and then she asked me and I was like yea, and then she walked away kind of mad/upset (this was the other day). So then it got me thinking and talking with friends and thinking more, til the point where I told molly it wasn't going to work out (and she actually seemed ok with it) and then I talked to Nina
well I told her that I talked to molly and told her it wouldn't work out, and Nina was like WHY?! and I said because I realized I wasn't happy and I want to be with you and she kind of looked at me and this was between classes and her class was far away and she had to go to that class so then we talked after school she told me "I don't want you to break up with molly" and I said I already did and she was like what?! and I told her that she is who I really wanted to be with. I dunno, she seemed confused. then I talked to her on here, but with the same outcome. Kyle talked to her and said I "have competition... a senior guy named Chris" but Kyle sure she'll choose me
started liking her because I thought she was flirting with me at first. but I have come to realize she flirts with just about everyone unintentionally.
it makes me feel bad seein her huggin other guys. and she seems real flirty with this guy in our comp class. she flirts with people who poke fun at her kind of... like she flirts with Bremen, and he always calls her a bitch. she flirts with Kyle, and she's like "he's gunna kill me one day" then she does something and he says "and you wonder why I'm going to kill you" and she giggles. She hugs George and calls him georgey-poo and he'll be like get away and she'll be like "I love you georgey-poo" joking of course but I hate it cause I'm nice to her and she barely talks to me. and if I were to change to be like them she would say I've changed and think I'm mad at her
I'm too caught up in liking her, that even though I realize that she flirts with guys without meaning to, and I'm not special to her so I need to just move on, I cant, and I don't do anything about it.
Any suggestions?