It's been a while

May 13, 2005 21:53

Lots of things have changed in my life and not many of you know this...I didn't know how to say this/still unsure if I wanted to but it's been bothering me alot lately and I know that it has to come out sooner or later....

My mom got re-married about a month ago and I'm moving to 24 and Graiot this summer...it has really effected me greatly but some how I kept it all inside and I've wanted it to come out for a while...but it was/has been really hard...I never thought that I would be in this situation but I am and it has hit me like a brick...HARD!

I'm really sorry that I couldn't find it in me to tell you guys but I didn't know what to say or how to bring it up and maybe now you think that I'm a bad person or something but I didn't know what to do it all happened to fast for me to even think and I pretty much wanted it to all go away...but I've come to realize that it won't....The worse part is moving and I'm dreading that the most..I'll have my liscense this summer but still it seems like a long ways away and it truely is.

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School is almost over thank God I don't think I could go any longer hopefully finals won't go over that bad... I'm doing alright in school...Can't believe that I'm almost a junior..I was just a freshman...weird

This summer is going to be fun...I hope...getting excited!!! :) I want to camp out in the back-yard and have a big sleep over...(Michelley) :)

Softball-Ha...we're not doing that good...don't know what's going on..have a tourney this weekend and next hopefully we can do something there

Get to hang out with my best friend this weekend...never see her anymore...she never has time for me...she's turning into someone else that she never wanted to be...never having time for her best friend...now who's being the black crayon?...love you...:)
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