Jan 10, 2007 00:32
GAH! I'm so awkward.
Boys don't like me. That's why no one chases after me. Becuase they just don't like me. Ok, so not all boys, just the one that I'm interested in. But not really because who the hell am I kidding, I've never really talked to him before.
Fuck, I'd be really happy if I found someone like me. I'm just the right type for myself: neurotic! Woohoo. That's what I need in a boy. Blah, I'm bitter. Bitter. Bitter. Bitter.
I'm listening to Yo La Tengo again, because they break my heart.
I sure wish my friends would come back. Or at least the ones who are still here, invite me out to hang out or maybe agree to do something with me when I invite them. All I get is, blehhh we are going to the beach with our other friends, or I'm sick and tired and don't want to go out... or wahhh I have go to family dinner or some shit that I don't really care about. I'm fricken bored. And all I want to do is go and get my new glasses from that lady that I really like.
I don't take rejection very lightly. It tares my egocentricity apart.