Jan 14, 2010 12:03
This girl who use to work here, Meaghan, just showed up. I'd heard people mention her before, and Dan recently mentioned that they hooked up last year, when he was single (GRRRR). Everyone dropped what they were doing and flocked to her. She just moved back to Lincoln from a year in Cali and she's here for good.
I tried to talk to her but felt she just looked through me and said to Hannah "wow, there's a lot of new people here huh?" I tried to stick around while she was telling stories but found I could not look at her face knowing Dan kissed her. Why is this bothering me even more than his actual girlfriend for chrissake?
She's going to be everywhere all the goddamn time now. Maybe I can try to stop being jealous of everyone who's smooching Dan cause he's not my boyfriend. I wonder if girlfriend will want to eviscerate Meaghan too, and we can hate her together even though I'll be the only one who knows we're on a nonsensical team together! I feel crazy.. I'm pretty sure I am. I guess that's what infatuation does to people sometimes?I'm supposed to go out tonight with Os and I don't even feel like it. And he's hot, and cool. I'm just grumpy about Dan again all of a sudden.
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