F'n A
It's occurred to me a couple times that this doesn't make sense, and then I feel like going somewhere else. I just don't know how possible it is for me to be in the same town in the same circle of friends. We got too close for this to be just nothing, and I can do anything but sit and try to make sense out of nonsense. This is it, and man, this can't be it. WHAT THE HELL?!?!?!