Do you know what its like to love someone, but not be in love with someone?
Today I think I broke someone's heart. I have been gradually chipping away at it, but today, I think I at least took a big chunk off. At first I thought it was for the best, but then the guilt started kicking in when i saw his eyes.
I am a selfish girl. very selfish.
I think I have a lot to contemplate and then I have a big decision to make. One that though I might appreciate input, I really need to make for myself.
Yet I am so ashamed, it makes me want to sleep.
I might get back into photography. How did i let myself forget simple pleasures that I used to love?
I feel comfortable behind a zoom lens because my face is covered and replaced by beauty, captured beauty.
I guess for now I need to sit down and work on changing some of my habits, then I will sit down for the hard part.
I am a selfish girl. very selfish.
I think I have a lot to contemplate and then I have a big decision to make. One that though I might appreciate input, I really need to make for myself.
Yet I am so ashamed, it makes me want to sleep.
I might get back into photography. How did i let myself forget simple pleasures that I used to love?
I feel comfortable behind a zoom lens because my face is covered and replaced by beauty, captured beauty.
I guess for now I need to sit down and work on changing some of my habits, then I will sit down for the hard part.