this is terrible
this sucks. i had a rough friday nite en woke up not knowing what was goin on on, not knowing why i was at home. my friends told me i had to much to drink en i jus flipped out en shit. people are pissed at me now en i dont even know why. now im trying to quit drinking. its the hardest thing i ever done en i dont know if i can do it. before friday i was drinkin at least 5 times a week en now i have to stop altogether. i dont know if anybody even reads this shit but did any of yall ever try to quit drinkin?
i think its so hard only cuz its too easy to drink. my friends are all about drinkin en i dont know if i can not drink en still hang out with em cuz all they do is drink. but i aint tryin to lose my boys jus cuz i cant handle drinking. its making me really depressed en i dont know how to handle it.
why is it that nobody cares?
why do i feel miserable and alone?
i think its so hard only cuz its too easy to drink. my friends are all about drinkin en i dont know if i can not drink en still hang out with em cuz all they do is drink. but i aint tryin to lose my boys jus cuz i cant handle drinking. its making me really depressed en i dont know how to handle it.
why is it that nobody cares?
why do i feel miserable and alone?