Mar 07, 2007 21:40
Gosh. ive been thinking about how times surely change. how one minute you think you're the happiest you've ever been and then a few months later you are the happiest you've ever been and this time it feels really different. and it's funny looking back in hindsight and realizing how unhappy i really was and the times that i was happy don't hold a CANDLE to how life is now. i'm not as tired as i used to be. i don't feel spread so thin. i dont feel so used and so taken advantage of. i dont feel as though i have to win people over or prove myself to anyone - especially someone who says loves me. when i say "i love you," this time it actually feels real - This time, I say it with confidence, and without hesitation. This time, I feel like I'm actually telling the truth. It's crazy. I'm crazy - and it's great.
he really is sumthin'.
in a few, we're gonna eat pancakes.