tears stream down you face when you lose something you cannot replace
i had already made up my mind. some how, that did not make the decision any easier. it's crazy how much it affected me. and the funny thing is, they will probably never realize how much it tore me up inside. but i fear what they will understand even less is why i made the decision i did. yay for people not understanding where you are coming from.
it is especially times like this i miss my friends from home. i love you all.