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i just now dug out and finished this book
called "Blood of the Lamb" by Peter DeVries
on the recommendation of dr. steve
and let me tell you
IT KILLED ME !!!
what a strange thing
to have fears evoked in you that you never think of yourself illuminated by misfortunes of others
and what grand misfortune it was
everything you could ever hope not to happen in life
all in one book
it was strange to feel that emotion for something so small and encapsulated as it were in paper haha.
the whole thing was certainly arousing for the underused tearducts in my mostly lethargic eyes
and left every little piece of me thouroughly disquieted and amazed.
still no internet at home
so im reading books
and feeling guilty myself
for not having to endure these monsters
that many others interact with regularly
in my enchanted little life
and for having the ability
to stay right where i am
in contentment and stability.
called "Blood of the Lamb" by Peter DeVries
on the recommendation of dr. steve
and let me tell you
IT KILLED ME !!!
what a strange thing
to have fears evoked in you that you never think of yourself illuminated by misfortunes of others
and what grand misfortune it was
everything you could ever hope not to happen in life
all in one book
it was strange to feel that emotion for something so small and encapsulated as it were in paper haha.
the whole thing was certainly arousing for the underused tearducts in my mostly lethargic eyes
and left every little piece of me thouroughly disquieted and amazed.
still no internet at home
so im reading books
and feeling guilty myself
for not having to endure these monsters
that many others interact with regularly
in my enchanted little life
and for having the ability
to stay right where i am
in contentment and stability.