Silly Me and my Girly, Medicine induced, Mood Swings!
Updates
-I am avoiding all forms of work like the plague for some reason.
-I love my new iPod video, but fear for it's safety while in my possesion.
-I was in a car accident. Was not my fault it was a hit and run. I'm fine i guess, although i hit my head and have an annoying bruise on my forehead. My car is fucked yet again, and i have decided that since this is the fifth time something bad has happened to my car, it is bad luck. I toold this to mmy grandfather, and i now now what my my graduation present will prolly be (YAY for gas guzzeling SUVs with steel parts that wont crumple like paper).
-I have rediscovered the joy and pain of ultra fine glitter!
-I still am in serious like with Mikey (god wiill i ever learn!).
-I am wishing i still did opera.
-I still miss my ex sometimes, but i realize its ok and it doesnt mean that im not over him.
-I HATE MY CLASSES!
-Aderol makes me deppressed.
-I realize that everyone requires attenntion, but soome people are a lil annoying/extravagant when tryinng to get that attenntion.
-Im giving up on trying to force friendships (new or old) to work.
-I have decided to stop worrying so much about peoples reaction to what i say..... cuz generlly if they take it the wrong way, i usually dont care anyway.
-and the most important thing is....
... I have realized that i am feelig a llittle lonely cuz it is definitely time for me to find a boyfriend. That void i need filled in my life is the one which my ex left empty. Im tired of hearing that cliche text book answer "you need to make yourself happy".... BEEN THERE, F'ing DID THAT!
I want someone who i can depend on and who wants to depend on me.
I want to have someone who wants to spend as much time with me as they possibly can, and who will want to tell eveyone "this is my boyfriend".
I just want to feel important to someone and be number one in their book, and make them feel the same.
-I am avoiding all forms of work like the plague for some reason.
-I love my new iPod video, but fear for it's safety while in my possesion.
-I was in a car accident. Was not my fault it was a hit and run. I'm fine i guess, although i hit my head and have an annoying bruise on my forehead. My car is fucked yet again, and i have decided that since this is the fifth time something bad has happened to my car, it is bad luck. I toold this to mmy grandfather, and i now now what my my graduation present will prolly be (YAY for gas guzzeling SUVs with steel parts that wont crumple like paper).
-I have rediscovered the joy and pain of ultra fine glitter!
-I still am in serious like with Mikey (god wiill i ever learn!).
-I am wishing i still did opera.
-I still miss my ex sometimes, but i realize its ok and it doesnt mean that im not over him.
-I HATE MY CLASSES!
-Aderol makes me deppressed.
-I realize that everyone requires attenntion, but soome people are a lil annoying/extravagant when tryinng to get that attenntion.
-Im giving up on trying to force friendships (new or old) to work.
-I have decided to stop worrying so much about peoples reaction to what i say..... cuz generlly if they take it the wrong way, i usually dont care anyway.
-and the most important thing is....
... I have realized that i am feelig a llittle lonely cuz it is definitely time for me to find a boyfriend. That void i need filled in my life is the one which my ex left empty. Im tired of hearing that cliche text book answer "you need to make yourself happy".... BEEN THERE, F'ing DID THAT!
I want someone who i can depend on and who wants to depend on me.
I want to have someone who wants to spend as much time with me as they possibly can, and who will want to tell eveyone "this is my boyfriend".
I just want to feel important to someone and be number one in their book, and make them feel the same.