This is where I whine.
Christmas was horrible this year. For the first time ever, I spent Christmas all alone and it was kind of torture. No one called me. I was the recipient of a few mass blast texts. I got a few personalized ones. Sent a couple myself. Snow didn't help matters. This, I suppose, is what I have to look forward to. Christmas alone. No family to speak of, most of my friends have families they do stuff with. Plus, I feel very awkward attending someone else's family gatherings. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for the 2 giftcards I received. Also for the Hellboy figure and Doctor Who "Journal of Impossible Things" from my roommates. I'm glad it is over and very glad there are 363 days until the next one. I hate it when people say FML or Fuck my Life or whatever, so I'm not going to say that, because lots have it much worse than me, I know this. I just want to say that being by yourself on Christmas is a couple of ticks worse than being alone on most other days. It makes you feel pathetic. It makes you feel like you've done something wrong to someone and now you're paying the price. It makes you feel unloved.
I am looking forward to the New Year.
I am looking forward to the New Year.