YO WHATEVA
Yea so i got a new job... Crazy, i work at a skateshop, aaron you know the owner(hint: one of your old bosses). I work at a skate shop called skx. Its one of sneaker kings enterprises. Its pretty cool i stand around and watch skate videos and get shoes for tons of customers. Its nothing compared to the good old garden center but hopefully ill adjust. i think hazleton is making me a hermit. It suxx cause im always freakin alone. its soo boring up her i dont know what to do other than drink beer and sit at my computer all day. im glad i got a job so i can meet some peeps and have something to do.
the big V-Day is coming up. boy do i have a doozey planned. a rousing day of work then off to see my v-day date. should be a long day. kind of looking foward to it, so i can see my mom, who is the coolest, and some other peeps. i dont know what to do.... its like so much stuff i could do but never enough time. time is always hovering over my back. you ever feel like you did something wrong, but you just dont know what it is? that how im feeling right now. its crazy, ill sit there for like 5 mins and be like "what the hell did i fucking do wrong" and then im like "i have no clue, oh well." it suxx, things would be better if i knew what the fuck i did. in other news, i have a big show coming up this friday. took off work cause im playing in rockaway. playing with this big unsigned band call Madison. they are supposed to be the #1 unsigned band right now. hopefully i wont fuck shit up like i did the last show. that last show was an all around shit filled day.
school is still no fun... no parties, no girls, no nothing its all crap. that campus should be removed from the face of this world. at least im doing somewhat good in it. my teachers are somewhat good this semester, no foreign ones i cant understand. THANK YOU OH MIGHTY SMITER. just watched a great classic movie. All Quiet On The Western Front. watching that shit really makes my mind wonder. what was it like for those fucking soldiers who ran through trenches and got hit with bombs or shot in the face. what goes through you mind when you have someone shooting at you or trying to fuck you shit up with a shovel. thats survival to the fullest. kill or be killed. after fighting for so long killing doesn't feel bad, your mind is erased by the massive onslaught that you are performing. a dead human being becomes an object laying there with a blank stare on his face, calling for help. the hot summer days when your stuck in a trench for weeks, fight after fight, and all the dead bodies begin to pile up. the rats living in the carcas of one of your fellow friends, the stench of death everywhere. there is no escaping. all you can do is sit and wait for you number to be pulled out of the hat. you time to face the glorious mystery of what humans call "death". i think i would be forced to commit the ultimate fate. yea so i just rambled on but i had to get that off my chest. war is sick or it is glorious. depends how you look at it. if there wasn't war the world would be very overpopulated. the might one has his/her own way of keeping the human race to a limit.
aight guys and gals i have to be gettin some shut eye.
Peace
-Fodi
the big V-Day is coming up. boy do i have a doozey planned. a rousing day of work then off to see my v-day date. should be a long day. kind of looking foward to it, so i can see my mom, who is the coolest, and some other peeps. i dont know what to do.... its like so much stuff i could do but never enough time. time is always hovering over my back. you ever feel like you did something wrong, but you just dont know what it is? that how im feeling right now. its crazy, ill sit there for like 5 mins and be like "what the hell did i fucking do wrong" and then im like "i have no clue, oh well." it suxx, things would be better if i knew what the fuck i did. in other news, i have a big show coming up this friday. took off work cause im playing in rockaway. playing with this big unsigned band call Madison. they are supposed to be the #1 unsigned band right now. hopefully i wont fuck shit up like i did the last show. that last show was an all around shit filled day.
school is still no fun... no parties, no girls, no nothing its all crap. that campus should be removed from the face of this world. at least im doing somewhat good in it. my teachers are somewhat good this semester, no foreign ones i cant understand. THANK YOU OH MIGHTY SMITER. just watched a great classic movie. All Quiet On The Western Front. watching that shit really makes my mind wonder. what was it like for those fucking soldiers who ran through trenches and got hit with bombs or shot in the face. what goes through you mind when you have someone shooting at you or trying to fuck you shit up with a shovel. thats survival to the fullest. kill or be killed. after fighting for so long killing doesn't feel bad, your mind is erased by the massive onslaught that you are performing. a dead human being becomes an object laying there with a blank stare on his face, calling for help. the hot summer days when your stuck in a trench for weeks, fight after fight, and all the dead bodies begin to pile up. the rats living in the carcas of one of your fellow friends, the stench of death everywhere. there is no escaping. all you can do is sit and wait for you number to be pulled out of the hat. you time to face the glorious mystery of what humans call "death". i think i would be forced to commit the ultimate fate. yea so i just rambled on but i had to get that off my chest. war is sick or it is glorious. depends how you look at it. if there wasn't war the world would be very overpopulated. the might one has his/her own way of keeping the human race to a limit.
aight guys and gals i have to be gettin some shut eye.
Peace
-Fodi