RMIN
I forgot to do an assignment for Risk Management. I don’t know how it happened. For whatever reason, I thought it was due next week. Even if I knew it was due today, things wouldn’t have been any different. All day yesterday was spent on a Tax Research Project. Once I finished that, my Law paper was right there as next in line in my mind, so I finished that. I’m absolutely furious right now. There goes 5% of my grade. Even if I were to spend all night tonight on it to turn it in one day late, the final product would be so abysmal. It would be insulting to tell the teacher, “Uh, yeah, I need a day extension to hand in this steaming pile of crap.” Besides, I’m sick of pulling all-nighters at least once a week.
Last week, when I wanted to quit, Pauli tugged on my heart strings saying how sad she’d be if I did leave. I’m pretty angry about that right now, too. It’s painfully obvious that her life wouldn’t change one bit if I left. Nor would anyone elses.
The pattern from last semester is starting to repeat itself. I feel like I’m always operating above my competence level. Was coming to grad school a mistake? My spot could have been taken up by a more capable student. I’m ready for the end of the semester just so I can go on and flunk out. Of course, then I’ll have to live at home until I find a job. I should start looking for jobs while I’m here, so I’ll immediately have somewhere to go come December.
God, I am angry. I missed Tae Kwon Do class on Tuesday. Of course, they sparred that night. They better spar again tonight because I’m ready to hit something. Whether he is on guard or not isn’t my concern.
Last week, when I wanted to quit, Pauli tugged on my heart strings saying how sad she’d be if I did leave. I’m pretty angry about that right now, too. It’s painfully obvious that her life wouldn’t change one bit if I left. Nor would anyone elses.
The pattern from last semester is starting to repeat itself. I feel like I’m always operating above my competence level. Was coming to grad school a mistake? My spot could have been taken up by a more capable student. I’m ready for the end of the semester just so I can go on and flunk out. Of course, then I’ll have to live at home until I find a job. I should start looking for jobs while I’m here, so I’ll immediately have somewhere to go come December.
God, I am angry. I missed Tae Kwon Do class on Tuesday. Of course, they sparred that night. They better spar again tonight because I’m ready to hit something. Whether he is on guard or not isn’t my concern.