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it's scary when you learn something about a friend, and it completely changes them in your eyes. i've lost respect for one of my very close friends, and i don't really know how to deal with it. part of me wants nothing to do with him anymore, and part of me wants to help him, like i always do. i don't know if investing the emotional energy is worth him always fucking up anymore.
i hate being able to see so clearly when someone is unhealthy, and knowing what steps they need to take in order to start being ok, and but you can't even say anything to them about it.
i hate being able to see so clearly when someone is unhealthy, and knowing what steps they need to take in order to start being ok, and but you can't even say anything to them about it.