Time to make some decisions
role models: the beautiful Ms. Hill, the sexy Terrence Howard, and the dope Common
Becoming Vegetarian:
I’m thinking about taking a lot of things out of life
-including meat.
Something’s about it seem retarded.
I am murdering an animal to eat it, plus they are tortured not to mention filled up with nasty chemicals and hormones to grow. Do I have to mention the SLOP they make them eat?
I will not a vegan for now because I still eat egg and milk products - so I’ll wait for college for a straight vegan diet.
Faith:
I’ve been reading about cults- some awesome like the Hare Krishna (google it) some are stupid like the Branch Davidians. (google it)
Not that I want to join either- although going Hindu and someother cult sounds hot.
Mainstream America sucks in the most- the only part I partake in right now is some of my soul music. I think that BET sucks horribly, it represents Black Culture as being more corrupt than the government. Kind of sound like I’m giving the mainstream a break, right?
Yeah, I think I want to be eclectic yet personable (I think?) like Lauryn Hill, Terrence Howard, and others.. just to name a few.
Anyway, enough with the eclecticness for now.
Style:
Without sacrificing sense of taste. I’ll stick to whatever I think is good. I mean if I like the dopeness, the design, the intracies, the colors. Whatever. I’ll wear it. I’ll be studying preps, boho’s, and urban design just to see how I can merge it into everything I wear.
Relationships:
I’m back with Miranda. Yes, I am back with Miranda. We go together. (sorry, just felt like repeating myself). I have a stud/butch/dyke whatever she feels like calling herself checking me out. I have to admit that I think she cute if she wants to holla at a player then “what’s good?” the whole lesbian thing- I’ll admit I’m still confused about - as life goes on I’ll see what I do.
Ashlee:
Yes, one person gets a section to herself, some days the chick can’t stand me, other days she wants to talk about Jaaron (her man) and other shit. I’m confused about her, right? Don’t know whether to sever ties or what.. damn I hate to like her.
Grandmom-
3 more months to go. That’s all I have to say. But I love her.