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[focusblue72]

HEY EVERYONE THAT IS READING MY LIVEJOURNAL!! Life is sooooo blah right now it kinda sucks but oh well...Im over Matt he is a jerk and makes me feel like shit and ugly and stupid and he is not worth my time! I thought I needed someone so bad that I would let someone treat my like shit just so i can have that companionship but after talking to Aaron I realize that I can be really loved and I can be treated like a princess I just need to wait my turn...and if i have to wait 10 years I will I will never let myself drag myself down to feel loved ever again cuz I have GREAT friends that love me and they r better than anything...they make me feel loved and beautiful all the time! I wish that Aaron was here cuz I really love him and I really miss him....I miss his giant hugs that make me feel protected and his wonderful kisses that makes the world stop...I miss him telling me how wonderful I am...I miss getting in fights with him and then making up 5 min later with a little lovin! Everyone tells me to get over him he is not worth it but he is cuz yea sometimes he hurts my feelings but who doesnt even my best friend can hurt my feelings it life..Aaron adn I have known each other for 3 years and half of that we were dating...we have been through EVERYTHING and to still be in love with him shows that maybe it is true...! OK ENOUGH WITH THE MUSHY SHIT! I got drug tested on Tuesday by my parents and that blew ass! needless to say I failed and uhhmy parents were very disappointed but they just want me to get better and stop the bullshit of drugs and alcohol...I told them I would stop smoking but not the drinking....sorry! Yesterday my boss took me out on the boat with him and some friends it was such a fun time the weather was perfect and we were just so chill and relaxed it was GREAT! But I must go to my doctor now so I can finish the long process of getting rid of the scars..PEACE LATER!

PERSON OF THE DAY: You guessed it AARON MATTHEW PERRY!