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wed. me and wayne went to see dylan. i had never met him before and this is the the first time in over a year wayne has seen him. he looks so much like him. we bought him all these toys and hug around and vistited and played with him. hes so cute. and wayne and him together is just fucking unbelievable . it was very uncomfortable but we as adults have to do it for dylan. he didnt deserve to be put ito this situation. i just couldnt get over that day. ive seen that little boy once and i love him . he has waynes ears and eyes and his perfect shaped head. were gonna go back to andreas next wed when he has a day off again. he says he doesnt want to go unless im there with him...oh fuck ok so were not going wed cuz thats slipknot. ok so were going thursday lol....but now finally seeing this sweet little boy i want to do everything in my power to help wayne raise him.
on another note. i just bought my kenny chesney and gretchen wilson tickets. wooop! i love my redneck woman lol i spent 147. ugh expensive but worth it. i went to laninas last night but wayne was sick with a fever and i was being a party pooper so i only stayed for a few hours then left and went to bed. i was suppose to meet bill yesterday too but i explained to him that im with wayne and i would feel so guilty. i dunno. its a confusing situation. i need to do some laundry today. well im off to go cook something ttyl
on another note. i just bought my kenny chesney and gretchen wilson tickets. wooop! i love my redneck woman lol i spent 147. ugh expensive but worth it. i went to laninas last night but wayne was sick with a fever and i was being a party pooper so i only stayed for a few hours then left and went to bed. i was suppose to meet bill yesterday too but i explained to him that im with wayne and i would feel so guilty. i dunno. its a confusing situation. i need to do some laundry today. well im off to go cook something ttyl