i might be a step mommy
so wayne had his dna test yesterday..... i really dont know how to handle this whole situation. i want to be supportive if it is his kid but if i choose to marry wayne like we planned then im going to have a step child.
im just so confused on what to do. the child was of course conceived b4 i was in the picture and he just recently told me about it. i feel betrayed. as a matter of fact i really dont know how i feel. his name is dylan jacob svennson. he'll be 2 sept. 29th. i saw him on the news the other night because the mom told wayne he would be on there cuz they were interviewed about the plane crash..... the little child looks so much like wayne . i saw it and i just wanted to cry. this child didnt choose to be in this situation. i have no idea how to feel. i told wayne to tell andrea if it is his child i would offer to help and when he turns 2 he can come to my school and ill be his teacher. i can take him to school if she cant. i can take him home if me and wayne have him on the weekends. god this is all one big blob of an entry but this is definatly a big deal. i love wayne more then anyone ive ever loved in my entire life. i want him in my life forever. i would love to see dylan call him * daddy* just thinking of it would touch my heart. god i cant believe this. ugh i cant write anymore
im just so confused on what to do. the child was of course conceived b4 i was in the picture and he just recently told me about it. i feel betrayed. as a matter of fact i really dont know how i feel. his name is dylan jacob svennson. he'll be 2 sept. 29th. i saw him on the news the other night because the mom told wayne he would be on there cuz they were interviewed about the plane crash..... the little child looks so much like wayne . i saw it and i just wanted to cry. this child didnt choose to be in this situation. i have no idea how to feel. i told wayne to tell andrea if it is his child i would offer to help and when he turns 2 he can come to my school and ill be his teacher. i can take him to school if she cant. i can take him home if me and wayne have him on the weekends. god this is all one big blob of an entry but this is definatly a big deal. i love wayne more then anyone ive ever loved in my entire life. i want him in my life forever. i would love to see dylan call him * daddy* just thinking of it would touch my heart. god i cant believe this. ugh i cant write anymore