Sep 10, 2005 15:18
[15:02] esCapEpLA N240: www.livejournal.com/users/Focus_Fighted
[15:04] DiedNaCerealWar: whooah
[15:04] DiedNaCerealWar: deep
[15:04] esCapEpLA N240: yea..
[15:04] esCapEpLA N240: im weird
[15:05] DiedNaCerealWar: haha i mean i knew u were cool but not htat cool
[15:05] DiedNaCerealWar: wow i couldnt even understand im so stupid
[15:05] esCapEpLA N240: i cant either
[15:06] esCapEpLA N240: like i do but
[15:06] esCapEpLA N240: idk
[15:06] DiedNaCerealWar: haha well dont think ur wierd, i think that its really cool
[15:06] esCapEpLA N240: really?
[15:06] esCapEpLA N240: that i question god and why im here?
[15:07] DiedNaCerealWar: no questions are good
[15:07] esCapEpLA N240: u think?
[15:07] DiedNaCerealWar: ya, if u never question anything ur just going through life like a useless peice of crap
[15:08] esCapEpLA N240: hmm
[15:08] esCapEpLA N240: yea i guess
[15:08] DiedNaCerealWar: and questioning god isnt like going agaisnt ur faith
[15:09] esCapEpLA N240: i dont have faith
[15:09] DiedNaCerealWar: why not
[15:09] esCapEpLA N240: too many people die
[15:10] DiedNaCerealWar: it was wierd, when my dad died i feel like i grew closer to god
[15:10] esCapEpLA N240: i dont really see why
[15:11] DiedNaCerealWar: not sure, like thinking that my dad wasnt in heaven and just in the ground seemed wrong. like i dono, its just a feeling
[15:12] DiedNaCerealWar: i think everyone gets the feeling of gods presence at least once in there life
[15:12] DiedNaCerealWar: and its happened twice to me
[15:12] esCapEpLA N240: i think theres a god but not hte god we all know
[15:12] esCapEpLA N240: lifes to complex for us to come out of the sea but get legs
[15:13] esCapEpLA N240: i bet theres some higher being and not what we're thinking
[15:14] DiedNaCerealWar: that makes sense
[15:14] esCapEpLA N240: yea
[15:15] esCapEpLA N240: id say sorry about your dad but youve probably heard that too many times for it to matter
[15:15] DiedNaCerealWar: ya
[15:15] DiedNaCerealWar: its coo
[15:15] esCapEpLA N240: alright cool