Sep 05, 2004 11:38
i wouldn't know where to begin. i haven't updated this since aug25th when i was on my tour in the south.
the trip was all in all amazing. we met great people. i played some fun shows. we partied like it was 1999,etc. alison and i bonded more than ever. i really don't feel like making a huge entry about it now since the moment's passed. it's more up to interpretation at a later date. or maybe i'm just lazy now?
anyhow, since returning, i was exhausted for a day and then started school monday. let me tell you now, me taking 17 credits is going to only get worse. i already have an abundance of readings and work that tires me to no end. i guess it's because i'm taking almost all core stuff (interesting, nonetheless) but no acting classes.
thankfully we have an extra day this weekend. an extra day for me to sit on my ass and wallow in nerves. i made this bulletin on myspace all about it, but i am having some surgeries soon. #1 being, on my vocal chords and it scares me shitless. this is why i am not typing anything elaborate now but i'm honestly not in an excited mood since friday. actually- i'd rather change the subject.
a highlight of my week:
our friends from richmond, va that we met on tour were heading to boston and crashed in philly on thursday. alison cooked us a delicious dinner. i brought over the beer + dessert. now the reason these southern boys were heading to boston was for a moped rally (yes, they have a moped gang) and the other 2 friends weren't coming til late so you do the math. 4 mopeds. 2 richmond boys. 2 philly girls? needless to say i am in love with riding mopeds more than you can imagine. fuck girliness (well, actually i was wearing flats the whole night), i just want to buy a moped, cruise the city, honk at smiling people, and feel the summer ending on my skin. however, once i can save up for one of those, it'll be next summer since i am saving for vacations..and helping out with the cost of surgeries. although i cannot work where i thought i'd be due to no speaking. we'll see what happens.
just know that i'm a bit down and non-socialable, and i'm far from amused at being called a mute,or anything of the like. i'll be talking somewhat in september. although i am trying to sing at this show on tuesday. it is being sponsored by wxpn 88.5 which is huge exposure. and a tentative one on the 25th as my final show pre-op. i hope i can sing again like myself one day...
love you all.
xo
i can be contacted through emails, myspace, ims, and text messages. just let me know if you need any contact info. take care.
p.s. i think i miss someone who used to be a big part of my life.