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i went to the vocal doctor today. damn, the scope thing in my throat was more uncomfortable than usual today. it took like 3 times for him to see everything he needed to which equals- teary eyes, and drool. hah.
results-
i have regressed vocally back to october which was the beginning of vocal therapy. :(
i have to talk minimally for a bit. 10-15 min out of every hour. of course, with my job i have to be EXTRA cautious since that caused my vocal abuse. too much talking over noise.
-i had a steroid shot in my arm. ever have one of those? it hurts like you broke your entire arm.
-i am having a ct-scan of my sinuses done tuesday regarding the deviated nasal septum thing so i can breathe better.
-we discussed the option of VOCAL SURGERY. my heart was beating so fast. i don't want it i don't want it i don't want it. if something goes wrong, it could fuck up my singing/talking for life. which scares me so much. it's my life.
-it looks like i'll have the deviated nasal septum surgery come september. it's not a big deal. just a week of discomfort.
-he prescribed extra medicine to control the acidity in my stomach that is affecting my vocal chords as well.
i need to find a new job since cirque is ending. a job that does not require tons of talking. and ESPECIALLY not loud-talking.
i need to have a good enough voice for my mini-tour.
also, i'm not getting kittens. i have to say no to these people. :[
i want them so badly.
long story.
i'm a bit sad today. but all in all, i'm trying to be optimistic.
also, i don't want to move out of my apartment, but the fucking bastards are raising my rent by 100 bucks (new owners-- i liked my old landlord)
grrrr.
oh, and tonight i'm seeing my grandma in the hospital.
she had double knee replacement surgery.
i need some uplifting-yet quiet fun.
at least i'll be going out dancing to Immediate on fri.night and sat.night seeing michael & kyle spin some soul music w/ kaymarie.
friday i'll get to see eileen,katy, and lots of lovely people!! i just can't talk. heh.
i also think this includes not drinking for a while.
although if i do, i'll stick to beer. it's less acidic.
i work 9 hours thursday.
9 hours friday.
12.5 hours sunday.
shoot me, please.
also, ryan d. is coming to philly not this coming one but the weekend after! yayy!! i miss that boy greatly.
ok, that's my good news.<3
alsoalso, i want to learn sign language. all i know how to say is "i love to dance" and "will you please fuck off?"
results-
i have regressed vocally back to october which was the beginning of vocal therapy. :(
i have to talk minimally for a bit. 10-15 min out of every hour. of course, with my job i have to be EXTRA cautious since that caused my vocal abuse. too much talking over noise.
-i had a steroid shot in my arm. ever have one of those? it hurts like you broke your entire arm.
-i am having a ct-scan of my sinuses done tuesday regarding the deviated nasal septum thing so i can breathe better.
-we discussed the option of VOCAL SURGERY. my heart was beating so fast. i don't want it i don't want it i don't want it. if something goes wrong, it could fuck up my singing/talking for life. which scares me so much. it's my life.
-it looks like i'll have the deviated nasal septum surgery come september. it's not a big deal. just a week of discomfort.
-he prescribed extra medicine to control the acidity in my stomach that is affecting my vocal chords as well.
i need to find a new job since cirque is ending. a job that does not require tons of talking. and ESPECIALLY not loud-talking.
i need to have a good enough voice for my mini-tour.
also, i'm not getting kittens. i have to say no to these people. :[
i want them so badly.
long story.
i'm a bit sad today. but all in all, i'm trying to be optimistic.
also, i don't want to move out of my apartment, but the fucking bastards are raising my rent by 100 bucks (new owners-- i liked my old landlord)
grrrr.
oh, and tonight i'm seeing my grandma in the hospital.
she had double knee replacement surgery.
i need some uplifting-yet quiet fun.
at least i'll be going out dancing to Immediate on fri.night and sat.night seeing michael & kyle spin some soul music w/ kaymarie.
friday i'll get to see eileen,katy, and lots of lovely people!! i just can't talk. heh.
i also think this includes not drinking for a while.
although if i do, i'll stick to beer. it's less acidic.
i work 9 hours thursday.
9 hours friday.
12.5 hours sunday.
shoot me, please.
also, ryan d. is coming to philly not this coming one but the weekend after! yayy!! i miss that boy greatly.
ok, that's my good news.<3
alsoalso, i want to learn sign language. all i know how to say is "i love to dance" and "will you please fuck off?"