Lazy fuck!
I've been keeping myself busy. I'm working at my new job three days out of the week, going to school and band practice the other two. On the weekends I do nothing with my girlfriend. We have fun anyway. Well, I have fun...Why is it difficult for me to find things to do? I wish I was more fun sometimes. All the stuff I used to do is boring now a days. I'm not really into most local bands, and I've seen the good ones more times than I can count. The routine of a steady job has been nice though. No more sporatic schedules or last minute events. I used to like that, but I guess I've got too much going on now. I'm probably a different person now. Is it a rule that you get more boring as you get older? Do you get more winey too? Why does old age have to equal more complaining and not putting up with shit? Don't answer that, it's rhetorical. The true answer is that is doesn't, and that's what I'm seeking when I say I want to find my old self again. I want to work hard and be happy doing it.