Long Time No Se...I mean update.....
So. Things were going pretty bad there for a while, and by there I mean: in my life. I think I was pretty close to a mental break down. I think my parents finally telling me they don't think I could even make it into the honors college at OU was a big factor. That plus IMMENSE work loads. But all is good now, especially after this Sunday, I will have caught up with all work and maybe try some extra-credit...or studying. Maybe I should start a pool to see if I can get straight A's or not by the end of the semester. I think I could make some serious cash.. if I actually win. Boys in the world have gotten better. Went to lunch with Andy and Chris on Wednesday and Thursday, respectively, it was pretty awesome. I haven't talked to Chris for that long since 9th grade I do believe....or voluntarily spent time with him and vice versa since 8th, it's been a while. 1/2 of lunch with Max today, since he ate Celia's and my food. I think Sumer is right, I don't hate Max, but our personalities...just conflict. If I didn't have this damn wanting to be liked by people I could just be ok with everything; but alas, no. So yeah, when Bush won, I was sad. Bennett gloated a little. It sucked, a lot. But life will go on. As will my ramblings (just a little bit longer, I mean, you DID decide to read this). SAT tomorrow maybe. I don't know. Standby testing? What the hell? I have no clue what I am doing with that. I mean, do I just show up? Or was this something that I should have planned for not the Friday before the test? Hm... If I can't do that... I will probably not get into Rice. I keep messing up my SATs. The first time, I closed the night before, so four hours of sleep, no bueno. And the second time I didn't study at all, and I NEED to study for these things. The math is too old, I have only half a clue what is going on sometimes, but I am getting better at logic. So maybe since I care this time, I will get a better score. Hm.....I think that is it for now. Done bitching. That is what this thing is for right? Maybe I should change my outlook on it.... Anyway, really, done now. Bye.