Nov 01, 2009 23:56
This past week was a rollercoaster. Unfortunately, there were more lows than highs, and strangers could probably see bolts coming undone from the ground below. We bumped around in the seats haphazardly and only felt the ride from our perspective.
In fact, this whole relationship has been a rollercoaster. We need it to be exhilarating, or we get bored. There has to be breakups, first kisses, moving-in parties, diamond rings, and new kittens. And I don't blame us.
We've been in a rut the past few months and both got agitated and bored. I'm only working 2-3 nightcrews a month from now on--I'm missing out on what's left of my youth; what's left of our youth. I can be exciting. I can surprise you. And this can make us feel the same way it did March 2007, January 2008, April 2009. Reinvention is the finest form of love.
This will either make us stronger or break us into a million pieces.
We need this. Our story doesn't end yet.
-Michael