life and how i live it
my thoughts are scrambled at the moment, but i can say that this past week has been one of the most intense and emotional weeks of my life. it was exam week, and what can i say, i flake out during exam week. i have always had terrible study habits, and when i comes to exam week, i bring out my worst, and this was definitely one of my worst. i am in danger of not passing two classes that i can't afford to retake. i can't think about it now. i have gotten myself into a peculiar situation. i am on tour with a band right now, albeit a band that i have lost interest in as well as the fact that it seems like more of a vacation than an actual tour. whatever, 8 days in an SUV can't be that bad, right? i have a feeling that my alcohol consumption will be absurd. anyway, despite the fact that i was stretched to the end of my mental capacity this past week, i have fallen for a girl. she is so beautiful. i am trying to tread lightly, but her affection has touched my heart. she is so beautiful. i'm going to write some music.