Sep 25, 2004 10:50
Lately nothing is good i get worked up n dont have a good day and im all emo. But i was on the phone with bestfriend n mabye she's right i get worked up over nothing. I dont know y i do but its like when i do get worked up she's always there to calm me down. Which is cool cuz thats whats she's there for n thats what makes her my bestfriend. But idk lately it seems like she is mad at me or doesnt consider me her bestfriend n e more, because she use 2 always call happy n we would talk. but its like now im lucky if she wants to talk n i call her. She doesn't even txt me n class no more. IDK mabye she is focused on her work an needs her space. it just makes me sad that she would stop calling n stop txting n she also doesnt call me bestfriend n e more. its sad 2 me but i dont know wat i can do. i just hope she never leaves me. or else she knows wat will happen. IT could also be that im worked up again and im thinking negative thoughts about shitty stuff n mabye she doesnt call me bestfriend because i already know that. idk she never sounds like she wants to talk n e more or when she does she always says i'll call u right back but never does.
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