Dec 26, 2005 03:55
so it's 3:55am. i'm tired as shit, but i'm waiting up hoping Alina will call my lonely piece of shit self in calgary here. i'm beginning to doubt it'll happen. i feel really unsettled and weird right now...
i'm so happy x-mas is done. i don't have to be around my sisters douchey boyfriend, or sit around the house trying to bond with my family that i don't have much in common with...
But with enough whiskey, i was able to handle it. fucking, being sxe + family x-mas = shitty times. add booze and it's suprisingly way more tolerable.
i'm glad to be leaving soon with Steve, Brandi and Natalie... but at the same time it sucks how so much was rushed and i had to try and cram a lot of hangout time with multiple people, and it didn't work as well as i hoped it would.
i feel real bummed that a couple people i tried to contact didn't seem to want anything to do with me (ahem, Spencer Brown), but that's the way it goes i guess.
Tomorrow i'm trying to assemble a posse to eat cheap ethiopian food and look at Sloth Records, and try and eat at Buddha's Veg or Veggie House... i know Val is in for a little while, and hopefully i can get Brandi and Dan in on it. and i need to see Jon, my childhood best friend.
Well, this entry is lame, and has little to nothing with punk... so why am i posting this shit? Boredom i guess.
alright, i give up. i'm going to bed.
ps wow, it's been almost 2 full on years since i started writing in this thing... you all should look at my first entry and see how much shit's changed in my life.