boredom...
yeah Im mullers class and I feel like its just about that time to update. things have been pretty good lately. Im a little stressed out about college. This weekend has just been i dunno wierd. It had its highs and its lows.
The only good thing aboutit wasI realized how strong my feelings are for matt. Dont get me wrong I knew how much he meant to me but I didnt know what losing him could do to me. It took that one phone call to emotionally destroy me. Like I mean I know there was nothing I could really do. I just felt helpless.. There were obviously some things that we needed to talk about and mabye thats just not the way to bring shit up but Im glad it was settled one way or another. Its funny because matt and I havent fought once and when we actually do get aggravated we always seem to talk it though. Hes my support system and I know that. I sat up most of saturday night with lauren talking and watching anchorman. which we never finished lmao.
I love my friends
you guys have always been there for me. Speaking of which- Stephanie is the best. shes Is really one of my best friends and I mean that. But still whats wrong with making new friends? Thats just a stupid statement. cause I mean why cant i just hang around with other people. Im not leaving my old friends. thats a promise. No one knows me like the friends you grew up with
Semi is saturday and I its gonna be a blast. I mean what could be better than hanving a bunch of your friends at a dance with you then making plans after that involves the beach ( still no clue
The only good thing aboutit wasI realized how strong my feelings are for matt. Dont get me wrong I knew how much he meant to me but I didnt know what losing him could do to me. It took that one phone call to emotionally destroy me. Like I mean I know there was nothing I could really do. I just felt helpless.. There were obviously some things that we needed to talk about and mabye thats just not the way to bring shit up but Im glad it was settled one way or another. Its funny because matt and I havent fought once and when we actually do get aggravated we always seem to talk it though. Hes my support system and I know that. I sat up most of saturday night with lauren talking and watching anchorman. which we never finished lmao.
I love my friends
you guys have always been there for me. Speaking of which- Stephanie is the best. shes Is really one of my best friends and I mean that. But still whats wrong with making new friends? Thats just a stupid statement. cause I mean why cant i just hang around with other people. Im not leaving my old friends. thats a promise. No one knows me like the friends you grew up with
Semi is saturday and I its gonna be a blast. I mean what could be better than hanving a bunch of your friends at a dance with you then making plans after that involves the beach ( still no clue