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Im just bored right now..thinking as usual... I saw bobby the other day..doubt he saw me..was too intrested talking to his girlfriend... oh well...guess it doesnt matter.... I just keep feeling like I cant be whole again.....never again.... I jsut keep trying to tell myself he doesnt love me....it doesnt help..it only makes me hurt more.... I guess im nothing but a memory... blah...ben and I...are coming to an end again..I can sense it...no loss I suppose...I still havent been paid by Sobiks.... doubt I ever will.... had my interview with mcdonalds.... just doing the same shit everyday, trying to get something in my life worth living for..having a hard time finding it.... I know what everyone thinks of me......and I personally just dont care anymore...you couldnt be more wrong.... you think you know me, when you know nothing about me..... I should go... write more when I get the chance....