Auditions Return!!
The audition for White Christmas was today. I think I did pretty well in the singing and acting. The director looked pleased (but that might be because he knows me, and thinks I'm charming (which I am. hoo hoo hoo hoo!)) so I'll take that as a good sign.
But as always, dance auditions make me cry inside. I get the feel for dances when it's during rehearsal, and I have time to perfect it on my own, and work on it, and ask questions. But it's my weak point, and I know it, so when it comes time for that portion at auditions, I feel really stressed, and I think it shows. Half the time, no matter how well I know the dance bu the end of practice, I WILL screw it up when we get called up in smaller groups to do it. It's really frustrating. I think taking some dance classes would make it easier, but it wouldn't fully fix the problem, because I'm just not used to dancing in front of a crowd without it being part of a show. I could be better, but the anxiety would still be there. And when I get like that while performing, that's when I FORGET things. It's terrible. Stupid dancing. ._.
But as always, dance auditions make me cry inside. I get the feel for dances when it's during rehearsal, and I have time to perfect it on my own, and work on it, and ask questions. But it's my weak point, and I know it, so when it comes time for that portion at auditions, I feel really stressed, and I think it shows. Half the time, no matter how well I know the dance bu the end of practice, I WILL screw it up when we get called up in smaller groups to do it. It's really frustrating. I think taking some dance classes would make it easier, but it wouldn't fully fix the problem, because I'm just not used to dancing in front of a crowd without it being part of a show. I could be better, but the anxiety would still be there. And when I get like that while performing, that's when I FORGET things. It's terrible. Stupid dancing. ._.