Nov 21, 2004 17:35
You know what?? When it comes to dating, I am better at getting myself in messed than anyone I know. I don't even want to date right now, but for some reason, having a girl or boyfriend seems inevitable. It seems like the people here that I've wanted to stay with, leave me, or force me to leave them, and the ones I really don't care about, cling to me like I'm magnetic or something. *sigh* I'm supposed to be with Natalie, but I really don't like her. She's sweet and everything, but totally naive and inexperienced and I don't want to be her first real kiss, and break her heart (because I'm sure that will happen). I refuse. Then there's Jonathan. He's a super nice guy and really cute, but I know nothing good can come out of it, especially with our age difference. I really like him but I'm trying to quit ALL THE DRUGS and when it comes to the weed, he is no help. I actually want to be with Courtney, but I know I'm not good for her right now, as bad as I want to be. Ugh, I thought ugly people weren't supposed to have these problems.
Anyways, now that I'm done whining, I had a pretty uneventful weekend. Atleast I got stuff done today. We have a two day week at school, and I'm bound to have an interesting vacation, since it will consist of Casey and Maegan.
Sorry I don't update as much, but I try to stay busy. I miss everyone though, and I'm working on a summer visit? eh, who knows.
Thank God for incubus,
<3Angela