life has just begun
KillUglyRadio17: I Dunno I,ve never dealt with sumthin that deep.
maybe this things still good for something.
venting??
WHHAT IS THERE TO DO?!?! Matthew fucked himself, but by fucking himself he fucked me. does he still even care? does he think i abandoned him? does he think about me at all? I wish i could just talk to greg about it, but i know what he'll say. noone has any answers. its just a letter how hard can it be? was he really such a good friend? can i really blame myself? am i taking this too seriously? is there any point in holding on? its just prison hes not dead. but its been a year. im not making sense. i never make sense. but i miss him. does he miss me. gregs my number one, but i cant help but care. i think ill just do it. i think im stupid. why are you still reading? im done now.
:(
its really...really weird how hard this is.
maybe this things still good for something.
venting??
WHHAT IS THERE TO DO?!?! Matthew fucked himself, but by fucking himself he fucked me. does he still even care? does he think i abandoned him? does he think about me at all? I wish i could just talk to greg about it, but i know what he'll say. noone has any answers. its just a letter how hard can it be? was he really such a good friend? can i really blame myself? am i taking this too seriously? is there any point in holding on? its just prison hes not dead. but its been a year. im not making sense. i never make sense. but i miss him. does he miss me. gregs my number one, but i cant help but care. i think ill just do it. i think im stupid. why are you still reading? im done now.
:(
its really...really weird how hard this is.