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wondering why i am the way i am; broken.
once obtrusive scars now seem delicate.
if you want something badly enough, you will make it happen. make the sacrifices...if i choose to 'love' will my heart not break?
and if i choose not to...
my heart will break as well. i don't...understand... how can i wish for this?? so many wounds...still opened...
heal. just. heal.
many more to come i am sure. there are always sirens here. the stories are rarely quiet. when they are, the silence moves her...
Mother. is She what i want now? i don't. i don't.
dying at this time isn't wise. it isn't safe here anymore. i want to get her- her out.
but i never wanted out before... this place is my home.
fra·gil·i·ty -The quality or state of being easily broken or destroyed.
interesting quality in others...not so much when it pertains to me though.
once obtrusive scars now seem delicate.
if you want something badly enough, you will make it happen. make the sacrifices...if i choose to 'love' will my heart not break?
and if i choose not to...
my heart will break as well. i don't...understand... how can i wish for this?? so many wounds...still opened...
heal. just. heal.
many more to come i am sure. there are always sirens here. the stories are rarely quiet. when they are, the silence moves her...
Mother. is She what i want now? i don't. i don't.
dying at this time isn't wise. it isn't safe here anymore. i want to get her- her out.
but i never wanted out before... this place is my home.
fra·gil·i·ty -The quality or state of being easily broken or destroyed.
interesting quality in others...not so much when it pertains to me though.