again...
I hate my dad, seriously. Not alot of people know about me and my dad. Ok, no one knows everything. I guess the only people that know a little of the story is the band, cause I've told them some. Im not going to get into all that. Im going to talk about tonite.
My dad broke his computer again. Guess who has to fix it? Me of course. My dad is lucky he knows hows to use the mouse, let alone anything else. Unfortunatly, I have degrees in computer networking and web design.. so i DO know what im doing... so I am forced to fix his problems.
Never has he helped me with anything, or been there for me. When I was young and needed help with school, or wanted to play outside or something, or wanted to just do anything with him... he had no part of it. It was all my mom, and I love her for that. But my dad pretty much did nothing. My dad never did anything with me. My dad never knows what im doing... or what i like... or what my interests are... or when FMN plays shows... never knows who my girlfriend is... never knows anything. Because he doesnt care enough to ask.
All my dad was ever there for would be to yell at me, or tell me what im doing wrong, or to ask ME to help HIM. When you have a parent that shows ZERO effort in raising you, and ZERO effort in trying to be your friend... how do they have the right to yell at you when you do something wrong, or expect you to help them.
But of course, I do always help, and I have never talked to my dad about how I feel... only my mom. My mom agrees with me, and my mom is the one who yells at him because she knows how i feel. Honestly, I do not want to put forth the effort to try and be closer with my dad... because i dont need it. My mom makes up for my dad by about 300 times, and I love it.
Ok so yea, I guess thats all. My dads computer is fixed... woop-de-do.
My dad broke his computer again. Guess who has to fix it? Me of course. My dad is lucky he knows hows to use the mouse, let alone anything else. Unfortunatly, I have degrees in computer networking and web design.. so i DO know what im doing... so I am forced to fix his problems.
Never has he helped me with anything, or been there for me. When I was young and needed help with school, or wanted to play outside or something, or wanted to just do anything with him... he had no part of it. It was all my mom, and I love her for that. But my dad pretty much did nothing. My dad never did anything with me. My dad never knows what im doing... or what i like... or what my interests are... or when FMN plays shows... never knows who my girlfriend is... never knows anything. Because he doesnt care enough to ask.
All my dad was ever there for would be to yell at me, or tell me what im doing wrong, or to ask ME to help HIM. When you have a parent that shows ZERO effort in raising you, and ZERO effort in trying to be your friend... how do they have the right to yell at you when you do something wrong, or expect you to help them.
But of course, I do always help, and I have never talked to my dad about how I feel... only my mom. My mom agrees with me, and my mom is the one who yells at him because she knows how i feel. Honestly, I do not want to put forth the effort to try and be closer with my dad... because i dont need it. My mom makes up for my dad by about 300 times, and I love it.
Ok so yea, I guess thats all. My dads computer is fixed... woop-de-do.