love must be really fuckin blind, or some people are just desperate..

Sep 05, 2009 22:33

no matter what happens, or what anyone says, u don't care, u just need the love, from the wrong person, and u know it...u know all u need to know, but u dont care, u dont care what he does, says, its him u want, right? no matter what it does to those around u, because its not about them its about u, u love him, thats what matters....WRONG! maybe if ur 16 but not 46, sorry doesnt fly, i see it and im only 22, i dont want to hear it anymore, u had more than enough chances to really understand what was goin on, but no, if u want this, go for it, im not gonna stick around to see what happens next...go ahead, lie, say what u want, i dont want to hear it, u make a stupid decsion im not gonna be there to say "hey yea its ok"...go fuckin for it, u been playin this shit for 3 years, wtf do i have to say to make it any different...u dont like his drinking, well i hate u guys when u drink together bc all the bullshit adds up and all the fucked up shit he did makes sense, right? NOT! for sure, do what u want.....HAVE FUN!

i really started to believe u there for a minute, yea thats blown, if he comes back i swear im out!! I SWEAR IT! i will not do this again! i didnt want to make it like that, but its me or him, u want good for urself or u dont, if u dont im out....i lived too long not doing for myself, now thats all i ever do, u raised me and u cant live up to that?!?! i cant be around ppl that dont respect themselves...and right now u really arent...OR u know what, hey i could find a better job, make more money, and hey i could start using again, always be outta ur hair, id be so much thinner, i wouldnt be in my right mind, but hey we would be in the same boat, right? maybe that would be better? then we could fight all the time and i would get u to think im right and then i would be livin free right??? is that the kind of person u need in ur life?? oh wait thats right, im ur daughter so its "DIFFERENT" yea i dont think so, u let ppl treat u the way u think u should be treated! and guess what hes treatin u worse than i EVER did! but hey, like i said u love him, thats all that matters! right? i mean brittney "loved" me, she treated me like shit, she cheated on me, she fucked w my head, she apologised, so maybe i should take her back?? yea i dont think so....im out
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