star gazing and thoughts

[al_not_alexiel]

[Sitting atop of the large grassy green hill that overlooks Central. He shrugs and wonders what Winry is up to. It's been days since he was last back in his own world and he misses her dearly. He's also worried sick about her and a few of the residents in this city scare him half to death. He sighs and looks up at the sky, staring at the stars.]

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[goldeninsanity]

[just watches him, sitting in one of the branches of the trees clustered behind him.]

[al_not_alexiel]

[He figures that he should call it a night since there has been rumors of crazy homunculi and other creatures running around stirring up trouble. But when he goes to stand up, that strange feeling creeps up his spine and he staggers backwards, clasping his hands on his head and dropping to his knees.]

N...Not again...Not again...

[goldeninsanity]

[jumps down easily from his perch and leisurely strolls in his direction, wicked grin creasing his face]

[al_not_alexiel]

[Upon lowering his hands, he instantly sees Ed and his eyes widen. He moves backwards quickly. Now having to deal with this feeling and the presence of Ed. He shakes his head and lets out a ragged breath.]

S..Stay back!

[goldeninsanity]

Oh, would you turn away your own brother? How cruel.

[al_not_alexiel]

I am n....

[Whatever feeling it is, it takes over him completely for the time being. He feels weak, powerless. His eyes fix upon the grass in silence. He doesn't say a word. Not a single one as his eyes move upwards and settle upon Ed.]

[goldeninsanity]

[stops, and watches carefully.]

[oh, whatever it is, he feels like he's going to like it]

The matter, now? Cat got your tongue, dearest?

[al_not_alexiel]

[There's a painful sensation creeping up his spine. He tilts his head back as it grows and wings break forth. Ripping through his flesh. A loud scream comes barreling off of his lips. Mind cluttered. He can't focus on any single thought right now. There's to much in the way to grasp the reigns of his own sanity. His own mind. So something else enters in place of that. The feeling that he's been dealing with all a long. All this time. Body shivering.]

...Brother...

[goldeninsanity]

[raises hands in front of his face]

...Sister?

[joy, joy, happy day, perhaps he needn't get rid of this body to get to Alexiel, after all...]

[al_not_alexiel]

H...How....W....What is.....

[Eyes glancing around curiously yet cautiously at the surroundings.]

This place?

[goldeninsanity]

[...oh. Oh. Is it really - ?]

[He smiles.]

A rift between planes, sister. Somewhere in Assaiah. Do you remember Assaiah?

[Closer, closer, and places both hands on either side of his face]

Where you sealed me for centuries, Alexiel?

[al_not_alexiel]

[Trying to remember and piece everything together.]

Nanatsusaya.....Uriel.....My...Judgment...I...I...

[Another shiver but it subsides. Eyes fall closed as he leans into the touch.]

I...Couldn't...Kill you...I...Couldn't.....I...

[The words turn into murmurs and trail off.]

[goldeninsanity]

Yes, your judgment and your punishment and oh -

[Tugs him into an embrace, and leans in close to his ear]

You failed, sister, now are you happy to watch your brother fall a-part~?

[al_not_alexiel]

But I couldn't....I couldn't bring myself to....I..Couldn't..

[Draws in a breath then exhales slowly, trying not to let the boy come back to take control of things. It's better like this anyways or so it seems. And yet the will is weak altogether. Eyes open and a sorrowful look takes place upon his face.]

I couldn't kill you...

[goldeninsanity]

[and he suddenly pulls back and his hands move and wrap themselves around his neck]

You couldn't! You failed me! If you had killed me that long ago then I wouldn't - wouldn't be in this state of mind, in this utterly disgusting body!

You hated me because I had His love and you didn't! [hands tighten] You hate me, Alexiel! Your own brother and a mere fifteen years with that bitch is worth more than centuries with me?!

[al_not_alexiel]

And what do...you intend...on doing now....?

[A battle within himself begins. Between the two mindsets. Alexiel is starting to lose control over things. There's too much going on to keep focus. Hands move upwards and he tries to pry his brother's hands off.]