La, la, la...Have an embarrassed!Fons >:3

[finalfonsie]

*Alfons thinks she might have run fast enough. She managed to get out of the Inn, into the streets, and as far away as she possibly could.

She couldn't look at Al. She absolutely couldn't. She just...couldn't...

So she was leaning against a wall, fighting to catch her breath...hoping to God that Al didn't find her anytime within the next WEEK.*

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[steelsoul_al]

*okay. A female Alfons is weirder than having a Pride!fons around, apparently.* ...are you okay? *asking from up on a wall, one of his favorite perches. Homunculi do tend to have a compulsion towards high places, don't they. :3*

You shouldn't be running, you know. If you're like the other versions of Alfons Heiderich...

[finalfonsie]

*!!!!!!!!

Alfons looks up at him, and does a double take for a moment, stepping back.*

Al--

Wait, no...

You're not.

*Her cheeks are flush, and it's obvious that she's been crying, at least a little.*

[steelsoul_al]

*lil smile* Well...technically I am an Alphonse. So you weren't far off. But I don't think I'm the Alphonse you thought I was for a minute.

*snickers some, before stopping* Why have you been crying?

[finalfonsie]

N-No...you're not my twin brother. I guess I should be relieved.

...

*Alfons shakes her head a bit, fervently wiping her eyes.*

I wasn't crying. And it's complicated...

Something you'd probably call me sick for.

[steelsoul_al]

*more of a snicker* Come on. I'm a homunculus....Greed to be exact. I won't think anything you say or did is sick...

1/2

[finalfonsie]

A homuncu--

Oh...right...I think I remember hearing about one of those...

2/2

[finalfonsie]

But I'm sure even a Homunculus would consider something like Incest sick.

[steelsoul_al]

....no. Not especially.

I can't hold anything against you. Especially when I'm equally guilty of having... thoughts about my brother.

[finalfonsie]

....

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You...

Too?

I'm noticing that's a common trend among Alphonses...But my Alphonse isn't like that...

[steelsoul_al]

*quiet for a while* At least he doesn't... He's not afraid of you.

And at least you didn't try to kill him, without even knowing it's what you were doing.

[finalfonsie]

......................................................................

After what I did..........I wouldn't blame him if he was. I'm a horrible sister.

That's....That's awful....

[steelsoul_al]

You're not a horrible sister. Promise.

I'm...I'm the only real monster, among the Alphonses.

[finalfonsie]

......I doubt it. He protected me for so long. He's helped me for so long and had done so much for me....

And this is how I repay him? I kiss him, and force my sick feelings onto him. It's like a disease...I can't corrupt my brother. I love him too much...

...You're not a monster. No Alphonse, regardless of their situation, could ever be a monster.

[steelsoul_al]

It's all right. Just...try to apologize. Make amends.

Sometimes...the greatest thing you can do when you love someone--when you want them with your entire being--is to let them go.

*seems totally defeated, and just ridiculously depressed.*

It's...it's what I have to do, I think...

[finalfonsie]

......

To let him go....

I don't....know what..........................I don't know if I....................

*Alfons looks at him, a soft expression on her face.*

Al.......................

[steelsoul_al]

*lowers his head--though it's obvious he's starting to cry* I...I don't want to, but...