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When Dad told me to never come back if I walked out that door I don't think this is what he meant. Being stuck on an island where we can't get out and my head is going completely nuts is not an easy situation. Dean and I, we don't know what to fight and that's never good.
Sometimes I can see and think again around the visions that keep me stumbling and guessing what's going on. When Fred's around she seems to keep them in the background but most of the time I still don't know exactly what's going on. There's this temptation to lie down and let it wash over me and just fade. It gets tiring this constant barrage of information but I can't do it. Dean needs me, Dad needs me, I hope Fred needs me because that time alone we had meant a hell of a lot to me and I think I kind of need her.
We have to get out of here.
I still don't know why Jess gave me the green rock but I've been carrying it around in my pocket since she did. I keep seeing darkness and pain, someone is getting hurt and I'm not sure who it is yet. All I know is I hear Dean's voice shouting and the sound of someone hitting something hard.
Something's happening and I don't know how to stop it, what's the use of having fucking visions if you never know what to do about them? I don't want to have them if I can't stop whatever's going on.
Dean's in trouble. Something's going to happen to him, and I hope I can stop it.
Sometimes I can see and think again around the visions that keep me stumbling and guessing what's going on. When Fred's around she seems to keep them in the background but most of the time I still don't know exactly what's going on. There's this temptation to lie down and let it wash over me and just fade. It gets tiring this constant barrage of information but I can't do it. Dean needs me, Dad needs me, I hope Fred needs me because that time alone we had meant a hell of a lot to me and I think I kind of need her.
We have to get out of here.
I still don't know why Jess gave me the green rock but I've been carrying it around in my pocket since she did. I keep seeing darkness and pain, someone is getting hurt and I'm not sure who it is yet. All I know is I hear Dean's voice shouting and the sound of someone hitting something hard.
Something's happening and I don't know how to stop it, what's the use of having fucking visions if you never know what to do about them? I don't want to have them if I can't stop whatever's going on.
Dean's in trouble. Something's going to happen to him, and I hope I can stop it.